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Okay, so the title is basically what it is. If you're against Homosexuality or the liking of being Transgender, DON'T READ. and please no spaming this.
I just simply want to get this out, since nobody I live with wants to hear this, like, at all.
I've also changed my Facebook gender as male, and it also says my chosen name in the nickname area, too. And I'm not fucking changing that, again, like last time.
I've tried to come out to my family a few times, but I ended up getting rejected and yelled at, because they think it's an embarrassment for their daughter/granddaughter to be Transgender... And it really upsets me that they're doing this. I tried coming out last year, they did the same thing.
But, this time, my grandma saw I changed my gender on FB and told my father. So my dad came into my room and started going off on me about it. And, i just wasn't expecting it all. So, I got supper mad and I cried that whole night. It was terrible.
So, this time, I changed my gender again, but nobody won't be able to tell, because I didn't allow it show up in the "About Me" portion. And this time, I'm not changing it. I'm going to be 18 in 7 months. I've kept this inside, bottling up for my whole life, and I just can't hold it back anymore. I hate being who I'm not.
They always tell me to be who I truly am and that they'll support me no matter what it is. But when it came to this, it only proved to me that it was just a big fucking lie.
I'm just tired of living a fake life. I really am. And I'm glad that I'm going to be 18, soon. I'll be able to make my own choices, and do what iw ant, besides obey the law. You know what I mean.
So, yes. I am Transgender.
Female to Male.
The only things I'm getting done, is getting my breasts removed when I have the money to afford the medical bill.
I'm also going to legalize my name.
So, I'm excited for that.
I'm going to try and stay away from all the negative aspects in my life right now, because I won't be able to handle them. It's so bad right now, that when I get mad, I won't be able to form legitimate sentences. I just end up crying and that's all I could do, or I would just stay silent. Because, I just can't.
And you know what makes me bloody mad? :0
When my family I live with asks me why I'm so fucking depressed...
My grandma, one morning, tried to get me up and out of bed on a Saturday afternoon, and she said, "You are one depressed little girl." After several tried of getting me out of bed. And I just sat there, and stared at her.
I don't understand why they can't see it. Why do they have to play this game with me?
Yes, I understand that it may take time to accept me for who I am, but doing this to me? I would rather have them mind there own business and not bother even asking and saying anything about my Depression.
It kills me, it fucking kills me.
But, on the other side, I have two moms that live in the cities, and they fucking support and love the shit out of me. And, i really love and support the fucking shit out of them, too. I'm really thankful to have moms like them. They actually understand me. And it also help that my best friend also happens to be Transgender, and he supports me, and I support him. I always have and he's always known, i think, that I'm exactly like him.
He's even gave me two binders, and I've been wearing them whenever I can.
My dad didn't wanna get me any because he knows I'd be wearing them. My tits shouldn't be any of his concern, at all.
Just getting that out there...
But, like I said earlier, I needed to get this out. Like, really fucking badly.
And sorry if you read it and didn't like what you read from me, but.
I just- I'm at my fucking ends and they're breaking as I speak now.
That's whole main reason why I'm moving this summer, right after school. I'm moving in with my birth mother, down in Mankato.
She doesn't care who or what I am, she only cares that I have a home to go to, and people who love me and will just accept me without asking anything.
And she has told me that once I'm 18, "the world is mine." And that I have my own choices and decisions to make.
My mom doesn't force her opinions on me. She just tells it the way it is, and that's her sayings. She doesn't call me names or anything.
And I love that.
So, yeah.
That's what I want to say.
I just simply want to get this out, since nobody I live with wants to hear this, like, at all.
I've also changed my Facebook gender as male, and it also says my chosen name in the nickname area, too. And I'm not fucking changing that, again, like last time.
I've tried to come out to my family a few times, but I ended up getting rejected and yelled at, because they think it's an embarrassment for their daughter/granddaughter to be Transgender... And it really upsets me that they're doing this. I tried coming out last year, they did the same thing.
But, this time, my grandma saw I changed my gender on FB and told my father. So my dad came into my room and started going off on me about it. And, i just wasn't expecting it all. So, I got supper mad and I cried that whole night. It was terrible.
So, this time, I changed my gender again, but nobody won't be able to tell, because I didn't allow it show up in the "About Me" portion. And this time, I'm not changing it. I'm going to be 18 in 7 months. I've kept this inside, bottling up for my whole life, and I just can't hold it back anymore. I hate being who I'm not.
They always tell me to be who I truly am and that they'll support me no matter what it is. But when it came to this, it only proved to me that it was just a big fucking lie.
I'm just tired of living a fake life. I really am. And I'm glad that I'm going to be 18, soon. I'll be able to make my own choices, and do what iw ant, besides obey the law. You know what I mean.
So, yes. I am Transgender.
Female to Male.
The only things I'm getting done, is getting my breasts removed when I have the money to afford the medical bill.
I'm also going to legalize my name.
So, I'm excited for that.
I'm going to try and stay away from all the negative aspects in my life right now, because I won't be able to handle them. It's so bad right now, that when I get mad, I won't be able to form legitimate sentences. I just end up crying and that's all I could do, or I would just stay silent. Because, I just can't.
And you know what makes me bloody mad? :0
When my family I live with asks me why I'm so fucking depressed...
My grandma, one morning, tried to get me up and out of bed on a Saturday afternoon, and she said, "You are one depressed little girl." After several tried of getting me out of bed. And I just sat there, and stared at her.
I don't understand why they can't see it. Why do they have to play this game with me?
Yes, I understand that it may take time to accept me for who I am, but doing this to me? I would rather have them mind there own business and not bother even asking and saying anything about my Depression.
It kills me, it fucking kills me.
But, on the other side, I have two moms that live in the cities, and they fucking support and love the shit out of me. And, i really love and support the fucking shit out of them, too. I'm really thankful to have moms like them. They actually understand me. And it also help that my best friend also happens to be Transgender, and he supports me, and I support him. I always have and he's always known, i think, that I'm exactly like him.
He's even gave me two binders, and I've been wearing them whenever I can.
My dad didn't wanna get me any because he knows I'd be wearing them. My tits shouldn't be any of his concern, at all.
Just getting that out there...
But, like I said earlier, I needed to get this out. Like, really fucking badly.
And sorry if you read it and didn't like what you read from me, but.
I just- I'm at my fucking ends and they're breaking as I speak now.
That's whole main reason why I'm moving this summer, right after school. I'm moving in with my birth mother, down in Mankato.
She doesn't care who or what I am, she only cares that I have a home to go to, and people who love me and will just accept me without asking anything.
And she has told me that once I'm 18, "the world is mine." And that I have my own choices and decisions to make.
My mom doesn't force her opinions on me. She just tells it the way it is, and that's her sayings. She doesn't call me names or anything.
And I love that.
So, yeah.
That's what I want to say.
B r e a k .
Title says it all.
I won't be very active for a while due to packing and being busy with stuff.
I wish you all a good summer!~
Love, Dannie.
OMG, plotting a story.
So, I've been plotting a story for a few days, now.
There are two main characters, and they're both males, one is in there late teens, and the other is in his early twenties. I'm trying not to make this an obvious love story. WELL, it's basically a love story, but not trying to be like any other love story. I don't know quit yet.
The older male of the two had been abandoned by his family because of what he is and what he is capable of doing. He's almost like a "Super Hero" human. He has this special ability he is able to do. He, himself, doesn't even know what he is capable of, either. He uses telekineses to fly, and shape things, and move
School's Tablet.
So, I have a class called Digital Media and Design.
And have been in it since 2nd semester has started, and I fucking love it, even though I don't get most of the works done and handed in on time, because I simply take my slothy-time. <3
LOLSLOTHS.
But, anyways... I've been using a tablet to do most of my work for this big project we're doing, and I simply have fallen in love with this tablet, ya'll. It's so easy and simple to use, it makes my heart sing, OMG. And I'm doing my art book, (big project), with the the tablet, the whole ten pages! And my teacher, since he knows I love to use the tablet, he keeps one laying on his computer
Summer plans!
~imhappyplz (https://www.deviantart.com/imhappyplz) So, I have my summer pretty much planned out.
So, I'm going to be recoloring my hair this weekend at my mom's to a brown color, without a golden brown or an ash brown! For two main reason's.
One; So I can get a job. [I already have the application for Super Amuricuh!]
Two; So I can go to Anime Detour next year to cosplay as Clyde Donovan and Craig Tucker. Craig doesn't have black hair, he has dark brown hair if you have ever payed attention to his head of hair when he has his hat off! It's NOT black! xD
And mainly because Dark brown looks better on me than any other color.
Plus, I'm also going to be doing online schooli
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If my opinion matters at all, I will still respect you no matter what you are ^^
It's very brave to admit anything at all, but that really seems to get people the worst X(
It's very brave to admit anything at all, but that really seems to get people the worst X(